She pursued you, she took advantage of the nature she knew you had, she even pleasured you in your sleep. Both of you were inebriated, so it can’t be considered as one taking advantage of the other… Is it possible that this was the second rape as in, this was the second time you were raped by one of these women? It could be interpreted as such…
Have you ever heard of Taoist sex vampirism? Being as embedded in the Asian dating community as you are, I recommend you keep an eye out for it. Traditionally, men of power would have sex with groups of prostitutes, but practice semen retention or ejaculation control. They would do this to literally suck the life force out of young women… But it could backfire and bring their own life force into the women if they became invested in the act and blew up. I think Asian succubi still exist and seek to suck the life energy out of White boys like what Android 19 did to Goku
“Moreover, ethnology has recorded the belief that certain shamans have the power to vampirize living beings to the point of reducing them to a type of bare nothings [I presume “zombies”]: they seem to have been left traces of that in the black practices of the Voodoo of Haiti. Regarding properly erotic vampirism it is instead the case when the subtle vital force of a woman is fed with the goal of strengthening one’s own vitality. That seemed to be the case in the Old Testament, with King Solomon [I think he means King David] who lay down with naked young girls, “without knowing them”: all the more that an analogous procedure is likewise attested to both in central Asia and ancient China. Regarding the former, Alexandra David-Neel who stayed there for quite a while, recounts that one of the methods “to increase one’s own life” and maintain one’s own youth would consist in using young women to come to orgasm without however participating in the pleasure. More or less the same procedure is again found in ancient operative Chinese Taoism, in the play of the Dragon with the Tiger (the Dragon representing man, the Tiger the young woman), meant to guarantee “eternal life” to the one “who has knowledge”. Here, sometimes, it would seem to be about a pure masculine vampirism (having as its object not blood but a vital subtle substance) not only because, rather unfairly, the young women should be kept in the dark about the hidden goal of the union for fear that, by knowing it, they could take the lead, inverting the roles and exploiting the man who would like to vampirize them, but also because it is recommended to use different ones sequentially, one text saying that the best result is obtained when one is matched with as many as ten girls in one night. That, however, does not represent a barely credible masculine tour de force (especially if the designation of the woman as “tiger” was not just a manner of speaking), because, at the same time, it is prescribed not to ejaculate (“rigid organ without ejaculation”), which relates to what the method required to strengthen his own life, again evidently requiring the renunciation, on the man’s part, of the pleasure that man experiences when he pours himself without reservation into the woman’s flesh.”
He doesn’t see the women he’s fucking as human but as sex toys. And this excites them, because if they get to be the one woman he falls in love with, that means they’re higher value.
Your mother’s name 😭
You don’t really learn everything rape has to teach until number 19 or 20
She pursued you, she took advantage of the nature she knew you had, she even pleasured you in your sleep. Both of you were inebriated, so it can’t be considered as one taking advantage of the other… Is it possible that this was the second rape as in, this was the second time you were raped by one of these women? It could be interpreted as such…
Have you ever heard of Taoist sex vampirism? Being as embedded in the Asian dating community as you are, I recommend you keep an eye out for it. Traditionally, men of power would have sex with groups of prostitutes, but practice semen retention or ejaculation control. They would do this to literally suck the life force out of young women… But it could backfire and bring their own life force into the women if they became invested in the act and blew up. I think Asian succubi still exist and seek to suck the life energy out of White boys like what Android 19 did to Goku
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sexual_vampire
Evola on Taoist sex magic:
“Moreover, ethnology has recorded the belief that certain shamans have the power to vampirize living beings to the point of reducing them to a type of bare nothings [I presume “zombies”]: they seem to have been left traces of that in the black practices of the Voodoo of Haiti. Regarding properly erotic vampirism it is instead the case when the subtle vital force of a woman is fed with the goal of strengthening one’s own vitality. That seemed to be the case in the Old Testament, with King Solomon [I think he means King David] who lay down with naked young girls, “without knowing them”: all the more that an analogous procedure is likewise attested to both in central Asia and ancient China. Regarding the former, Alexandra David-Neel who stayed there for quite a while, recounts that one of the methods “to increase one’s own life” and maintain one’s own youth would consist in using young women to come to orgasm without however participating in the pleasure. More or less the same procedure is again found in ancient operative Chinese Taoism, in the play of the Dragon with the Tiger (the Dragon representing man, the Tiger the young woman), meant to guarantee “eternal life” to the one “who has knowledge”. Here, sometimes, it would seem to be about a pure masculine vampirism (having as its object not blood but a vital subtle substance) not only because, rather unfairly, the young women should be kept in the dark about the hidden goal of the union for fear that, by knowing it, they could take the lead, inverting the roles and exploiting the man who would like to vampirize them, but also because it is recommended to use different ones sequentially, one text saying that the best result is obtained when one is matched with as many as ten girls in one night. That, however, does not represent a barely credible masculine tour de force (especially if the designation of the woman as “tiger” was not just a manner of speaking), because, at the same time, it is prescribed not to ejaculate (“rigid organ without ejaculation”), which relates to what the method required to strengthen his own life, again evidently requiring the renunciation, on the man’s part, of the pleasure that man experiences when he pours himself without reservation into the woman’s flesh.”
Everyone realizes this is a parody account, right?
And that the author isn’t male.
I noticed you gave yourself a face in your diagram of the van but didn’t give the woman a face…. Hmmmm…..
He doesn’t see the women he’s fucking as human but as sex toys. And this excites them, because if they get to be the one woman he falls in love with, that means they’re higher value.
It’s not that deep.
Yeah no shit captain obvious lmao. Wanna explain the deeper meaning behind red fish blue fish next?
Dude just be writing anything atp 🥀💔
Painful read as always, I love it
Like a car crash in slow motion, you just can't look away
Rape, jews, dolls, substack bloggers and mom, no button left unpushed!
"I am just not physically strong enough" brutal. And yeah that wasn't a rape.
The only thing you need now is an instrument playing skill
LMAO! Four women actually reached out because they want to live with a bum in a van?
Lmao women really are retarded and childlike, aren’t they?
Story was mad niggerish… which is right up my alley.
YOUR MOTHERS NAME
Good piece. Comedic too.
Thomas your a weak man